Comments on: Being A Spanko – Denial & Acceptance http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/ Amber Pixie Wells' Spanking Blog Wed, 08 Feb 2012 17:16:44 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.1.2 By: HeathCliff Spanker http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4546 HeathCliff Spanker Sun, 11 Nov 2007 06:45:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4546 I'll add my "I'm so glad you came back to us!" to other posts like it. I went through a very similar similar experiences of ups and downs in relation to the spanking world, only from the Top side. Thank you for being out there, for being the wonderful spanking actress that you are, and thank you for opening your heart to us. I’ll add my “I’m so glad you came back to us!” to other posts like it. I went through a very similar similar experiences of ups and downs in relation to the spanking world, only from the Top side. Thank you for being out there, for being the wonderful spanking actress that you are, and thank you for opening your heart to us.

]]> By: Matt http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4500 Matt Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:07:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4500 I have admittedly been a lurker on your blog for a while. I just wanted to say that this post is something I can relate to so much. I don't know how many times I have said that I was going to delete all my spanking files from my computer because of the guilt I was feeling. But then you just express all that emotion in other ways, which may be even worse. This really captures the whole journey of the spanko. Great job. I have admittedly been a lurker on your blog for a while. I just wanted to say that this post is something I can relate to so much. I don’t know how many times I have said that I was going to delete all my spanking files from my computer because of the guilt I was feeling. But then you just express all that emotion in other ways, which may be even worse. This really captures the whole journey of the spanko. Great job.

]]> By: Amabel Rose http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4235 Amabel Rose Thu, 27 Sep 2007 09:34:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4235 Thank you for this post. It's brilliant. Thank you for this post. It’s brilliant.

]]> By: Anonymous http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4205 Anonymous Sat, 22 Sep 2007 02:18:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4205 Pixie,<br/><br/>I, like yourself and others who have posted, feel I was "born this way." There's no other way to explain it. I had a good childhood. Like many growing up in the 70's I had issues: divorced parents, moved around a lot, etc. But everyone loved each other the best they could at the time. In spite of all that, from as young as I can remember, the thought of spanking, either getting spanked or giving a spanking, has made my pulse do weird things. One of my earliest memories is getting caught playing spanking games with the neighbor girl. We were both like four or five years old. Later I did the dictionary search, the book search. Hell, I became an English major in college so I had an excuse to read all the Victorian lit that invariably featured spanking at some point or another. Even the damn word ... "spanking." Almost magical.<br/><br/>I also spent a lot of time in the middle part of my life suppressing the urge. It was wrong, perverted, et cetera, to want something that was supposed to be punishment. As a man I think I had an extra dose of shame because I like being spanked as much as I like spanking. Men aren't supposed to like that kind of thing, right?<br/><br/>Wrong. But it took a while for me to figure that out. At this point in my life, I'm in my late thirties (staring down the barrel of forty), I'm successful in my career, a single father of two healthy children, and convinced that one of the attributes in my next significant other will be an appreciation of my proclivity. Congrats to you in having found a boyfriend who will play with you that way. He's a lucky guy. May we all enjoy similar fortune to be with someone who can love all of us, even the "weird" parts. Pixie,

I, like yourself and others who have posted, feel I was “born this way.” There’s no other way to explain it. I had a good childhood. Like many growing up in the 70′s I had issues: divorced parents, moved around a lot, etc. But everyone loved each other the best they could at the time. In spite of all that, from as young as I can remember, the thought of spanking, either getting spanked or giving a spanking, has made my pulse do weird things. One of my earliest memories is getting caught playing spanking games with the neighbor girl. We were both like four or five years old. Later I did the dictionary search, the book search. Hell, I became an English major in college so I had an excuse to read all the Victorian lit that invariably featured spanking at some point or another. Even the damn word … “spanking.” Almost magical.

I also spent a lot of time in the middle part of my life suppressing the urge. It was wrong, perverted, et cetera, to want something that was supposed to be punishment. As a man I think I had an extra dose of shame because I like being spanked as much as I like spanking. Men aren’t supposed to like that kind of thing, right?

Wrong. But it took a while for me to figure that out. At this point in my life, I’m in my late thirties (staring down the barrel of forty), I’m successful in my career, a single father of two healthy children, and convinced that one of the attributes in my next significant other will be an appreciation of my proclivity. Congrats to you in having found a boyfriend who will play with you that way. He’s a lucky guy. May we all enjoy similar fortune to be with someone who can love all of us, even the “weird” parts.

]]> By: eismar55 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4189 eismar55 Thu, 20 Sep 2007 02:34:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4189 Sorry for my poor english.<br/>Should be: I try to live my life...<br/><br/>emma Sorry for my poor english.
Should be: I try to live my life…

emma

]]> By: eismar55 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4188 eismar55 Thu, 20 Sep 2007 02:31:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4188 I LOVED to read that!<br/>I guess you are right. some are born with that spanking fascination. This interest in spankings has been with me as long as I can remember.<br/>I did a lot of somehow crazy things to fullfill my interstes when I was young.<br/>I felt sick and bad about my fetish and thougt I was the only one who has this strange desires. Through internet I learned in the last few years that I am not alone...<br/>I am not proud to be into spanking. But that is the way I am. I try to do not harm anybody and I try to life my life. Thats it and thats how I read what you wrote.<br/>Loved it...<br/><br/>emma<br/><br/>(eismar55@yahoo.co.uk) I LOVED to read that!
I guess you are right. some are born with that spanking fascination. This interest in spankings has been with me as long as I can remember.
I did a lot of somehow crazy things to fullfill my interstes when I was young.
I felt sick and bad about my fetish and thougt I was the only one who has this strange desires. Through internet I learned in the last few years that I am not alone…
I am not proud to be into spanking. But that is the way I am. I try to do not harm anybody and I try to life my life. Thats it and thats how I read what you wrote.
Loved it…

emma

(eismar55@yahoo.co.uk)

]]> By: Anonymous http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4173 Anonymous Mon, 17 Sep 2007 03:57:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4173 Never try to change who you really are. It never works out well in the end. Congrads, and best of wishes.<br/><br/><br/>Bottoms up<br/><br/><br/>Sguy Never try to change who you really are. It never works out well in the end. Congrads, and best of wishes.

Bottoms up

Sguy

]]> By: Paolo Macca http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4165 Paolo Macca Sat, 15 Sep 2007 11:14:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4165 This was a truly wonderful posting.I identify with a lot of the feelings you have mentioned here...although from the perspective me being a spanker.aT 40 I have tried to rid myself of my feelings for spanking maybe 10 or more times but alas it is not something that stays away for long.<br/>Thanks again for sharing your story,I just might do the same when I get the chance.<br/>Paolo This was a truly wonderful posting.I identify with a lot of the feelings you have mentioned here…although from the perspective me being a spanker.aT 40 I have tried to rid myself of my feelings for spanking maybe 10 or more times but alas it is not something that stays away for long.
Thanks again for sharing your story,I just might do the same when I get the chance.
Paolo

]]> By: A.S.S. http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4163 A.S.S. Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:55:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4163 Thanks for sharing, Pixie. This was really a touching post... and the reason we enjoy your blog so much. You're a real person, and a real spanko... complete with successes and challenges.<br/><br/>Very much enjoyed the responses from your readers too.<br/><br/>hugs<br/>:)<br/>Todd & Suzy Thanks for sharing, Pixie. This was really a touching post… and the reason we enjoy your blog so much. You’re a real person, and a real spanko… complete with successes and challenges.

Very much enjoyed the responses from your readers too.

hugs
:)
Todd & Suzy

]]> By: Dr. Ken http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4159 Dr. Ken Fri, 14 Sep 2007 11:22:00 +0000 http://spankingpixie.com/2007/09/being-a-spanko-denial-acceptance/#comment-4159 Pixie--<br/> I forgot to mention that in my earlier comment, but yes, I too tried making a recording on an old reel-to-reel tape machine one day when I had the place to myself and the family was out somewhere.<br/> I tried to provide the storyline and commentary, and for the "sounds of spanking", I just smacked my palm against my leg. <br/> After listening to it, I immediately erased it, and never tried that it again. It sounded really dumb and my leg hurt...LOL<br/> And besides, like a lot of things, once you know how it's done, it's just not as interesting as you thought it would be...<br/> So, chalk up another one for "shared spanko experiences"...<br/><br/> Hugs and spanks,<br/> Dr. Ken Pixie–
I forgot to mention that in my earlier comment, but yes, I too tried making a recording on an old reel-to-reel tape machine one day when I had the place to myself and the family was out somewhere.
I tried to provide the storyline and commentary, and for the “sounds of spanking”, I just smacked my palm against my leg.
After listening to it, I immediately erased it, and never tried that it again. It sounded really dumb and my leg hurt…LOL
And besides, like a lot of things, once you know how it’s done, it’s just not as interesting as you thought it would be…
So, chalk up another one for “shared spanko experiences”…

Hugs and spanks,
Dr. Ken

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